9 yrs later, I realize that, though I did not study about "i", and I refused to accept its existence, it was all around me, all the time. The relevance of imaginary roots is all over the world. It's in my profession, it's in my entertainment, and of late I realize, it's in my thought process. I m handicapped without "i". All this weird thoughts of mine are due to this "i". I make a living because, unknowingly, I endorsed "i". And these thoughts take me to the conclusion that I am nothing but a subset of "i"
Since I did not study "i", I don't know all the mathematics attached to it, apart from the fact that it's imaginary. So I set out to make my own theory of "i". Well, it's hard to formulate a theory of all these random thoughts of mine. So I decided, I will illustrate the existence of "i" in my thought process.
KR was the first person, who made me realize the existence of "i" in me. I had come up with a punch line for my skype status. It read, "there are facts, and there are beliefs, it's dangerous when you start assuming your beliefs as facts ". He walked up to me and told me that everything is based on beliefs. Coming from him, I gave it a thought. He was right. At the base of every scientific theory, there is an assumption, which was never proved, just like "i". Till some time after that I was thinking that the "i" inside me is laughing at me and telling me that, finally I accepted its existence. It's just now that I realize that I am in "i" and not the other way round
Finally, I realize that, though "i" does not exist, it has relevance. So every now and then, when I come across some wonderful thoughts, or read some wonderful book or see any other masterpiece of human imagination, I comprehend the power of "i". Till now, I believed in God, now I also believe in "i"